Tuesday, December 19, 2017

Another Attempt

Morning again,
Sitting here, debating ways to connect...
She reaches to turn off the alarm,
Cool breeze comes through the window,
blah blah blah...

It shall return, I know it, it's here somewhere

Sunday, July 30, 2017

Well, that was quick...

Found her or she found me, either way, she makes me want to write again,
And with this long absence it has filled myself with a lot of thoughts, yet, still I question...

Well, that was quick, back in bit...

Saturday, July 2, 2016

Come at the Worst Time
Oh sure, you come at the worst time, but then again, that is usually how it works (was my thought pattern). Comfortable in every way in your company. The Laugh that melts my fears (even now when I think about it). Never had to think of what to say, or do next. You fed my insecurities, with calming words. You knew my situation, even more so than I did. But that did not stop you from conquering my weaknesses, for those you turned into strengths. On the same page, taking turns turning them together. When looking into the crowd, and my gaze stops the moment You came into focus. Challenged me and Intrigued me, with your reactions.
to be continued...

Friday, May 13, 2016

Random Memory #231

As we drove along the old back road
with the sun rising and the wind blowing
you were looking for your glasses
you decided to check the back seats
as I watched you bend over into the back seat
my eyes not on the road
as a result I steered into the ditch
the car would not start again
frisky and in the middle of nowhere

did you hear that? I said
we looked up to see what the noise was
and a moose nonchalantly walked past
the moose looked at us for a moment
and continued to walk into the woods

Sunday, March 9, 2014

Shiver my Spine


Will you shiver my Spine
And Drink my Wine
Even if it be Poison...

I will, have, and eventually Break
This Passion
And Fashion
You...

Tip Toe on my Center
Answers Bleed
Such a Mess...

This is wanting,
This is haunting,
For the need to make sense
Is optional...

Saturday, March 8, 2014

Random Memory #1224

Down a hallway, within the porch, you and a "friend" giggle
As You peek around the corner and I instinctively catch your eye
The moment I saw you, I could see your innocence and purity
But I knew then as I do now, that I was everything your mother warned you about

Yet still your "friend" persisted we "conversate", for which I hesitated
Not for reasons of uninterested delight, but for reasons of not allowing my ways to destroy
"Fine" I mutter, and am directed to the porch.
Awkward silence and wide eyed expression fills your face as you look up at me
And a smile that broke my resolve, yet not my conviction

That smile is soon reversed, as I explain my situation and solutions

I leave you in a state of confusion and disbelief
Through the smoke and patron filled house, Your "friend" follows
She inquires about our interaction
And as I sit at the edge of my bed, I explain

Your "friend" seems relieved and excited at my explanation
For the next move was purely beyond the scope my intoxicated state
As we lock lips and I lay back upon my bed, "friend" on top
Innocence and purity soon enters the room
to find what I most definitely warned about in our earlier encounter

to be continued...

Saturday, February 22, 2014

Random Memory # 384

As we sit silently on the bus going no where
Our silence is broken with your remark about my actions
You let out all your steam upon my ears

As my presence is too much, you pull the cord
off you go, and of course I chase

As that was your intention as I find out later

So here we are in the middle of no where
Your anger and my shivers

I never wanted to say goodbye
Circumstances pulled us apart
Yet somehow we always ended up on each others path

As you explained to me, that maybe there was a reason
"Did you ever think that maybe it was intentional?" you suggest
As your anger soon becomes obvious to me

Trying to embrace you, you take a swing
Surprise and Stunned, we both looked
Never have I had a bleeding nose, until that night

Again we sit in silence
Snow on my nose, we decide to pick a destination
my place is closer and you agree

Cold, wet and bloody
The alcohol soon wears off
You don my plaid
You burst into laughter while we lay together
in darkness

"I'm glad you find it funny" I whisper

to be continued...